With all the ups and downs in the past couple of months, I know deep inside, there is no one else that makes me happier than you do. I am so lucky that you came into my life and stole my heart. You and I, being in love, always laughing, staying young and just living life. You make my life perfect just by being in it. Love was just a word until you came along and gave it meaning. You do something for me that no one ever had; you've loved me for me. You give me the most amazing feelings inside and it’s been exciting and just pure amazing.
There may be times that we fight, we argue like there’s no tomorrow, we hate each other but those were erased as we make up, hug & kiss. It just made us stronger.
Forgive me for the times when I haven’t been patient. Forgive me for not being kind at times, when my tongue has been quicker and sharper than my head or my heart. Forgive me for the times when I proudly say “I’m always right.” & forget to be humble. Forgive me for the times when I’ve been rude & for many times that I’ve been selfish. Forgive me when I get angry so easily. Forgive me when sometimes I don’t trust you. I need your forgiveness for all of these. I have made many mistakes in the first two years, but strive to take the lessons learned and apply them to the next years with the hope and desire to make this relationship last and all that it can be. I will never be perfect and I am sure I will always serve as a challenge to your love and patience.
We've been together for 14 months today! And what a crazy months it’s been. We both know it has been a rough ride. However, I don’t care how bumpy the road is as long as you’re by my side. You have brought out the best, the worst and even the hottest (lol) of me. I know we've been through a lot, with us breaking up and stuff like that. I admit that there are times that I tend to be weak and just wanted to give up, leave and forget all there is about us.
Time has flown by with all of the fun and hard times we've shared together. Although these great experiences have seemed to fly by, the memories will never be forgotten as you helped me grow up so much and put up with me when I decide to be immature.
Thank you for another wonderful month. Our 14 months together was great and they’re only going to get better. I am so excited to make new memories with you. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for us. I hope when our physical attraction slowly starts to die out, we can still hold on to all that matters. If you stopped making me laugh tomorrow, I will still love you. If you stopped being caring and loving, I would still love you.
Thank you for being in this journey with me and for trying to love me too. No matter how hard things may get for us, always remember that I do now, and always will, love you with all my heart. I don’t love you because of anything. I just love you. No amount of distance, pain, fights & differences in opinions can break our bond.
You are on my mind every second, every minute, every hour, everyday, and every single time I blink. You fill all the space in my mind and my heart. Every time I tell you I love you, I mean it like zillion times harder than the last time. Cause my feelings for you multiply every day. You make me fall for you every day, over and over again.
I am not asking for diamonds. I am not asking for the world. I am just asking for you to be forever by my side.
I am at a loss for more words, so I will just say I love you more than anything.
While I lay here waiting to hear from you, I can’t help thinking about what my life has become when you became a part of it. Waiting and wanting you has been the focus of my thoughts these days, knowing that one day, all that I have envisioned of us being together, will finally happen, even if it’s just for a moment.
You give me reason to wake up in the morning and smile. Just smile for no particular reason except the fact that you are here. As days go by I feel myself growing closer and closer and my heart is suddenly coming out of its shy spot and wanting to feel what it feels like to be loved again. I don’t ever want to lose this feeling. I don’t ever want to lose you.
When I hear your voice, it’s like a feeling I don’t want to leave; you give me comfort and joy. The sound of your voice is like my favorite love song, I can listen to it all night until it puts me to sleep. Yet, still as I continue lay here and think about everything you are to me.
Still, I just want you to know that wherever this road may take us, and how far it may be to finally get where we want to go, always know you are in my heart and in my heart is where you’ll always be. Life hasn't been this grateful to me, until there was you.
Thank you for being you. What I’d like to say next, I’d like to say to you personally.
Until then…
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