Wednesday, April 23, 2014

What it felt ...

People think I’m destroying their lives but little do they know that they’re the ones who destroyed mine. I just want to break down and cry the whole day or maybe the whole week even .. but we all know that’s not possible.

I can feel my heart shattered into pieces .. so broken that I can’t even put it back together. I never really had that feeling of revenge against them .. I may have posted things that involves cheating and lying but I wasn’t destroying them. :(

Now how come I’m the bad guy at this state? bc I tweeted this photo with my “EX” mentioned there. They destroyed their own lives even before I knew about them. :( This is not pride, this is a girl wanting to be answered .. so many questions I ask myself ..

" Am I not enough? "
" Saan ba ako nagkulang? "
" Am I too complicated to handle? "
.. etc.

Questions keeps on popping in my head and I just want to die, literally. Bc it hurts so much … How can you love someone who does nothing but break your heart? :(

I didn’t do anything wrong. :( How is it fair that you all want her to be safe and protected when she was one of those people who killed me .. :(

I am not the bad guy, but it feels like I am. :( 

I don’t know what to do anymore…

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